I Cannot Be Sure He is Dead

My neighbour is waiting, impatient.

I rock slow.

He is bent double by modern chemistry,

stands in the centre of

a thousand intersections,

gathers outside the liquor store,

one bony hand stretched toward

fuel,

more fuel, just a little more fuel.

Tawdry is the word.

I rock slow.

What is there to be done about

anything?

I rock slow.

The alchemist grins,

with a profound flourish

he licks the pipettes,

moves the beaker,

adjusts the flame a touch

higher,

looks up from the mirror and

his rolled-up hundred dollar bill.

It is a toothless sun today.

I rock slow.

On the hill,

where it is all white,

there are flags.

One lazy sedan slides

after another in dark procession,

elbowing through the crowd,

trying to make me believe

this is an ordinary time.

No, it is not normal.

I rock slow.

I told the nurse

I wasn’t sure he was dead,

I have seen too many

television shows.

She laughed.

I rock slow

and my chair begins to

squeak.

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